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viernes, 24 de junio de 2016

jueves, 16 de junio de 2016

Amnesia

Me hizo acordar a la cantidad de veces que desee con todas mis fuerzas despertarme y no recordar nada. Como se me gastó la voz entre lagrimas y un llanto desconsolado esperando que nada de todo eso, fuera real, en como la sangre me hirvió en las venas y me caló hasta las huesos, porque pensé que todo esto no podía caberme en el cuerpo, en la vida, en los pocos años que nada de esto me habían enseñado. En como pensaba que la vida no debería ser así, y esa forma tan particular que tiene la memoria de atarnos a esos recuerdos felices y que se nos claven en el alma haciéndonos sangrar toda esa felicidad que supimos tener, y de una forma tan cruel se nos escapa entre los dedos, con esas cosas que nunca iban a volver.
Me acordé de como perder la memoria era lo único que anelé durante muchísimo tiempo, y como todavía hay días que duelen tanto o más que el primero, como todavía a veces no encuentro respuestas a las preguntas que decidí olvidar, y como elegí borrar sonrisas de mi, para poder seguir.
Me acordé como esperé durante años despertar de esas pesadillas que me tocó vivir más de una vez.

Amnesia- 5 Seconds Of Summer
I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?


I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all


I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all

jueves, 2 de junio de 2016

Corriste, al ritmo del viento, llenando tus zapatillas blancas de tierra seca colorada. Corriste hasta que los músculos de las piernas ardieran y el aire en tu pecho te aplastará. Corriste, con una sonrisa estampada en la cara que nadie podía borrar. Corriste mientras tu infancia corría a tu lado escapando, huyendo, queriendo permanecer, donde ya no te quedó nada más de niño, y antes de tiempo te tocó crecer.